A Sigh of Relief

Sorry I have been MIA lately. I have been scrambling, freaking out, and having panic attacks and nervous breakdowns trying to get all of my final portfolios done on time. Today though I turned in three out of four of them and had, wait for it...... my last class of undergraduate school ever!!!! Well, providing they don't discover some hidden class I all of a sudden need to take (knocks on wood).

I should feel relieved. Especially after the emotional roller-coaster of a week I just had trying to get this done. Though some of the emotions finally subsided, I haven't had a panic attack all day and I slept for more than 3 hours for the first time all week, I still feel anxious. For one thing I'm not so sure it has sunk in yet and I'm also still nervous that I forgot something or did it wrong. Either way though it is done. They are in and there is nothing I can do now. Sigh.

Perhaps I am unable to feel relieved because there is still so much to do. I still have another portfolio due Tuesday, then there is the Spring Design show, graduation and I have to pack up my entire apartment, clean it and move back home.

Now that my portfolios are done and turned in, for better or worse, I will post them all on here one by one for you to see.

One thing I will say is that I can't believe that I was able to get it all done. I can't believe I'm going to make it out of this year in one piece. It definitely wasn't easy but most definitely will all be worth it.